They Say

That if you speak your goals and desires into the universe, they will eventually pan out. But no one specifies how you actually go about doing this. Do you pray for change? Do you write it on a piece of paper daily and hide it around your personal items to keep as a daily reminder? Do you put it on a piece of paper and wear it on the inside of your shoes? Or do you just simply think it into existence? I really would love to know how to go about this. 

I never thought that I would be in a situation I wish I could eradicate from my history. I just wish I would wake up one day and this burden would just evaporate like dewy grass under a beam of sun. 

As you get older you realize that people become so absorbed in themselves they are totally oblivious to how their selfishness affects those around them. They are constantly in denial regarding the how much their presence hurts those they claim they love. Now I always know that my life lives to demonstrate its oxymoronic tendencies daily, but I've grown to love and appreciate these quirks as one of the main things that makes me me. *For example I was born under the sign of a cat in the year of the dog- Leo/1982 Chinese Astrology.

Now I know many of you don't believe in astrology but a coincidence is a coincidence.*

Maybe I too need to learn how to be selfish...