Compassion...

Or lack there of...
There comes a point and a time where you just disconnect yourself from what once was. Was all that time and effort and emotion really worth the end result.. Did you really learn or gain any useful information that can be applied to something else you may come across? I know the old saying is that we are able to learn from everything that occurs in our lives good bad or ugly. But what if you know that in this case it didn't quite go that way. If you could would you just erase that whole section from your memory and carry on like it never existed. Well as great as that sounds there is always a hole in the kite preventing it from flying... Before you really woke up from your sweet dream yet beautiful nightmare you were unknowingly securing the anchors that would test your strength on levels you never imagined you would have to reach.

Why we feel the need to secure our misery and let our happiness fly freely is something I probably will never understand. I seemed to have obtained a membership I cant seem to shake for like a decade now. Was there not an expiration date in the fine print... wait... I ignored it...