Monday, February 28, 2011

Monday Blues...

No matter now old I get I can never even begin to enjoy waking up on a Monday morning. Its rather depressing to know the unresolved mess that you left undone on Friday now has to be revisited and hopefully resolved today. It sucks even more when there are holidays your company fails to acknowledge. But I guess that just some of the things you have to deal with to ensure that that direct deposit is uninterrupted every 2 weeks. The things we need to do in order to survive....

Blogging, I wondered to myself what was the big deal about having a blog. But I kind of realize that its just another way for you to let go of those random thoughts that often clog our brain. There is so much "noise" that goes on in my head that I am hoping this will help me bring back some of the sanity I have lost over the last couple of years. I don't really expect 6 first couple of posts to make sense and I know if will jump around like a school girl playing hop scotch..1,2,3 (you get the point).

Friday, February 25, 2011

Lazy Days...

If anyone would have ever mentioned what my future would entail by the time I turned 28, I wouldn't believe them. I totally miss the alone time I had. I miss it so much that if given the opportunity to trade some of my so called " accomplishments" in an instant. The one thing I learned from young is that everyone is not built for everything. Yet I spend a great deal of time wondering why I was "built" for this. Could this be one of life's many not so funny funnies?  It seems more like a chore majority of the time. Maybe as more time passes I will consider it a "blessing" but deep down I really don't see this happening. But I guess a lil optimism goes a long way -_-.......

I am soooo not convinced......